i will never understand why i ended up this way or what the reason was for . i'll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares . i'll never understand how people can say they love someone then leave them for someone else . i'll never understand a lot of things , like why people lie , cheat and steal . why they are rude , mean , bitchy , horrible and inconsiderate . i'll never understand how pain never goes away . i'll never understand love or hate . i will never understand life :( 

 

It sucks , you know . When everything is doing fine then , it all crashes again ?  And the worst part is , I really dont want to try and put it all back together again , but i have to ..

In the end , you will see who's fake , who's true and who would risk it all just for you ..

"I want to be his favourite hello and his hardest goodbye .... "

Everyone says that love hurts , but thats not true . Loneliness hurts , rejection hurts , losing someone hurts . Everyone confuses these with love but in reality - Love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain , and makes us feel wonderful again .

At least i know what love is . Like clouds love the sky , ocean loves sand , winter loves snow , snow loves breeze , it's all connected . It's called unconditional love . It's in our heart <3

I want someone who knows that i am not really perfect yet stares at me like i'm most perfect woman he has ever seen :)

I Thanks God for this relationship. No one else would understand us . And no one else in this world would understand me the way you do . Thanks you for being my partner , spouse , lover and friend. 2 months ♥

 We've had our ups and downs, this we both know, through it all our love still managed to grow .

Different thoughts we had about many things, but our love for each other, had no attached strings . I love you ...

Never blame any day in your life . Good days give you happiness . Bad days give you experience . Worst day give you a lesson ..

Life is going to throw you so many obstacles to overcome . some are going to be easier than others, some will leave you happy and some will kill you deep inside . but no matter what happens in the end, it’ll always bring along more and more obstacles to face . You just have to stand tall, hold your head high and just take whatever life brings to you .

The main thing I learned ? if you aren’t willing to put up with a little pain, you won’t go far . With every journey you’ll get scratches and bruises, but if you really love it, those scratches will be worth it and you wouldn’t really notice them because you take the pain with the joy .

The important thing is not to bitter over life’s disappointments . Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won’t be sunny . And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home :)

"Suddenly i feel happy . And you may just be a reason for this ."

Far too often we depend on others to make us happy, when really all we have to do is look in the mirror and realize happiness starts within ourselves.

She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you. She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damn strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.  And she‘ll be okay. She really will. She’s tough…and She deserve to be happy.

You’re the only person with the ability to make me smile without even trying. I want you to know that I am so very grateful for you. I’m so grateful for all the wonderful memories we have shared: all the smiles and the laughters. You light up my world and show me things I never dreamed I’d see. Thank you for all that you do for me and all that you have given me. thank you for being you.

Just thinking of you , brings a smile to my face :) :)

Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me, or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you.  Maybe it's the way you look at me and your smile just makes me melt.  Maybe it's the way we can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing, but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life.  Maybe it's the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how much you hold me up on a pedestal.  Maybe that's it...that makes me want to be with you so bad.

I'm not perfect but i swear , i'm perfect for you ;)

 alhamdulillah , it moves smoothly . His mother blessing our relationship . His family knew me as his girlfriend and my mom also knew him as my boyfriend :) . this bring happiness to us . 

thanks mama and mom . i love both of you .

When i saw you , i fell in love . And you smiled because you knew ..

MY HEART IS PERFECT BECAUSE YOU ARE INSIDE ;)