Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory ..

A girl , no matter how many times she denies it , she will always remember every detail , every moment , every piece of the memories you have left her . No matter how much she tries to forget , it will always be there .

SO MUCH PAIN FOR SOMEONE SO YOUNG .

 Sometimes in bed , I start thinking a lot . Then I end up crying myself to sleep after realizing how lonely I am ..

If you get closer to me , I get clingy . Really clingy . I dont even know what to say but I want to talk to you ..

You dont write because you want to say something , you write because you have something to say .

MY DREAM ...

 -They say that love is forever . Your forever is all that I need .

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who matter dont mind , and those that mind , dont matter ".

You make me special Again ♥

Sayang . You bring a lot of happiness in my life .

I would give anything in the world to be there . To make you smile . To kiss you softly . To tell you everything will be okay . Even I always hurt you , always make you sad , I always do to love you . I dont care you not perfect . What i care is , I want you to love me , to miss me , to accept me for who i am . Because , I really scared of losing you . I really dont think you realize how much better my life is with you in it . I just hope you dont leave me like other guys do to me before this . Please know that I LOVE YOU with my sincere ..
-Farrez Isman-

Life Is Full of Beauty . Notice It !

- 24/12/11 -

" I finally understood what true  Love Meant ..

Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own , no matter how painful the choices you face might be . "

Love me for Who Am I ...

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The greatest gift you can give to somebody is your own personal development .

I used to say , 'If you will take care of me , I will take care of you ' .

Now I say , 'I will take care of you , If you will take care of you for me ' .

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Dear My Love , 

You are not perfect . You are not handsome . You are weird . But . Thats okay . I'm like that too . We laugh at the randomest things . You know my ugliest side . Even though we disagree sometimes , we never fight . When I'm sad , you were always there to make sure I'm okay . Thanks for being there for me .

ILOVEYOU whoever you are ..

I like you today , I love you tomorrow , I wanna be with you in the future ;)

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Dear Boy ,

I'm sorry that sometimes , I get a little jealous , thinking that someone else could make you more happier that i could . But . I'm happy enough being beside you . I love the way you are . I love the way you laughter . I love the way you make some jokes . I love the way you treat my friends as your friends too . I love the way you understand me . I love the way you cared about me . I love the way you sulk with me . And I love all about you Sayang :)

You Always In My Mind , Love ...

Lets get carried away .

I had  honestly rather listen than talk . I dont mind if a friend feels the need to use me to vent on , or tell me what they are going through and what they need help with . I know how important it is just to have someone willing to listen , no matter how silly or insignificant your problems may seem . They are still problems . Besides , I find joy in giving advice . I may not be the best at it , but i'm always here for people , whether we are close or not :)

"There's a story behind every person . There's a reason why they are the way they are . They aren't just like that because they want to . Something in the past created them , and sometimes its impossible to fix them " .

You and I are memories that will always HAUNT Me ...

- I dont know where I stand with you and I dont know what i mean to you , all i know is every time i think of yo all i wanna do is be with YOU :) -

Why we dont just try and make the best of today and tomorrow and the next day and the next day and the next and the next day ?

  We accept the love we deserve .

I cant imagine life without you .

-thanks for being there :)

you built up a world or magic because your real life is tragic ...

I’m sorry I’m not skinny enough. I’m sorry I’m not pretty enough. I’m sorry my legs aren’t long enough. I’m sorry I’m not funny enough. I’m sorry I’m not smart enough. I’m sorry my hair’s not long enough. I’m sorry my hip bones don’t stick out enough. I’m sorry my boobs aren’t big enough. I’m sorry my cheekbones don’t stand out enough. I’m sorry my collar bone doesn’t stick out enough. I’m sorry my stomach isn’t flat enough. I’m sorry my arms aren’t skinny enough. I’m sorry my bum isn’t nice enough. I’m sorry my nose isn’t cute enough. I’m sorry my eyes aren’t pretty enough. I’m sorry my teeth aren’t straight enough. I’m sorry my eyebrows aren’t curved enough. I’m sorry my smile isn’t pretty enough. I’m sorry my thighs aren’t skinny enough. I’m sorry my hips don’t curve enough. I’m sorry my chest bones don’t stand out enough. I’m sorry my lips aren’t big enough. I’m sorry I’m not interesting enough. I’m sorry I say sorry too much. I’m sorry for everything.

I don’t feel important. I fake a smile. I eat in front of people. I laugh a lot. I say everything is great. But here’s my truth is. I cant stand myself. I can barely look at my own body without starting to cry. I’ve tried throwing up but I cant force myself to push far enough. I want to be what I used to. I used to be skinny, and happy. I’m happy now, in front of people. I can’t even stand how fake I am. All I do is judge other people when it’s just cause in jealous. Sometimes I cant believe the person I have become.